The tenor of Josh McCown's post-game press conference said it all.
The Browns' 26-23 overtime loss to Denver was affected by the performance of the entire team, but the veteran quarterback wore it like it fell completely on his shoulders.
"That is how I am wired," McCown said. "I think I have said it before, all I was focusing on was my play and what I could have done better. There is a lot going through my mind right now about what I could have done to help us win the game."
One week after he set a bevy of franchise records and was named AFC Offensive Player of the Week, McCown was the first to admit he and the entire Browns offense wasn't as good Sunday against Denver as it was the previous three weeks. The Broncos' No. 1-rated defense had a lot to do with it, as they picked up their third pick-six and added to their league-leading sack total with four Sunday, but the Browns knew they let opportunities to deal Denver its first loss of the season slip through their hands.
For the fourth straight week, Cleveland played from behind for the majority of the game. The offense went without any points in the first half but picked up some steam in the second, scoring a touchdown on the third quarter's opening drive and adding another to draw within two points with 9:20 to play. Both scores came via McCown touchdown throws to Gary Barnidge.
"We said it's going to be hard early to get a handle on what they're doing. Never really picked up the speed that we wanted to," McCown said. "We got a couple of drives there going and finished, but it was not consistent enough."

Cleveland Browns quarterback Josh McCown warms up

Cleveland Browns wide receiver Marlon Moore stretches

Cleveland Browns defensive tackle Danny Shelton signs autographs

Cleveland Browns quarterback Josh McCown warms up

Dylan Hershberger, 8, watches the teams warm up

Cleveland Browns quarterback Josh McCown warms up before an NFL football game against the Denver Broncos

Cleveland Browns head coach Mike Pettine, right, talks with owner Jimmy Haslam

Cleveland Browns defensive tackle Danny Shelton

Cleveland Browns mascot "Swagger" runs out on the field

Wanda Kirk holds the flag for Breast Cancer Awareness Month

Cleveland Browns offensive lineman Joe Thomas

Cleveland Browns center Alex Mack

Cleveland Browns linebacker Paul Kruger

Cleveland Browns quarterback Josh McCown looks for a receiver

Cleveland Browns linebacker Karlos Dansby reacts after coming up with an interception

Cleveland Browns offense

Cleveland Browns kicker Travis Coons during kickoff

Cleveland Browns defensive back Justin Gilbert celebrates after making a special teams tackle

Cleveland Browns quarterback Josh McCown (13) passes during the first half of an NFL football game

Special teams coordinator Chris Tabor addresses the special teams unit in the first half


Cleveland Browns running back Robert Turbin (27) stiff arms Denver Broncos cornerback Chris Harris Jr. (25)

Cleveland Browns running back Robert Turbin

Cleveland Browns defensive back K'Waun Williams

Cleveland Browns tight end Gary Barnidge catches an 11-yard pass

Cleveland Browns tight end Gary Barnidge catches an 11-yard pass

Cleveland Browns quarterback Josh McCown celebrates an 11-yard touchdown reception

Cleveland Browns tight end Gary Barnidge celebrates his 11 yard touchdown reception

Cleveland Browns head coach Mike Pettine

Cleveland Browns fans cheer during the second half


Cleveland Browns quarterback Josh McCown stands under center Alex Mack

Cleveland Browns runningback Isaiah Crowell breaks a run the second half


Cleveland Browns head coach Mike Pettine gives a signal

Cleveland Browns offensive coordinator John DeFilippo

Denver Broncos wide receiver Emmanuel Sanders (10) can't hold onto the ball under pressure from Cleveland Browns defensive back Tramon Williams (22)

Cleveland Browns linebacker Karlos Dansby runs the ball after an interception for a 35-yard touchdown

Cleveland Browns linebacker Karlos Dansby runs the ball after an interception for a 35-yard touchdown
McCown's final three series bugged him the most.
With less than 2 minutes to play, McCown and the Browns were at Denver's 11-yard line with a first down and trailed by just a field goal. The next three plays didn't gain a yard and Cleveland had to settle for a field goal.
Because of a quick defensive stand, the Browns offense had the ball back at their own 40-yard line and 1:06 to win the game. After a 14-yard completion to Travis Benjamin, McCown threw an incomplete pass and an interception.
"I was stepping up trying to throw the ball out of bounds and avoid a sack so we could keep moving up to get in field goal range and win this thing," McCown said. "I just didn't get enough on the ball when I threw it. It just makes me sick because there is an opportunity there in regulation to win."
A similar opportunity presented itself in overtime after Barkevious Mingo intercepted Peyton Manning and set up the Browns at Denver's 39-yard line. A first-down running play went backward and McCown took back-to-back sacks.
"The play that hurt us there was first down. Got behind the sticks, second-and-12 and had to throw it," Browns coach Mike Pettine said. "That is what I was just talking about. We got ourselves behind the sticks, a predictable passing situation and they were able to capitalize."
McCown, after throwing for 213 yards in the loss, is averaging 341.8 passing yards and two touchdowns in his last four games.
Clearly, the numbers were trivial to him in the wake of Sunday's loss.
"I don't know how to quantify it. It's just a huge missed opportunity," McCown said. "We'll feel like that for the next 24 hours or so."